Almost Done!

So I graduate this month! I cant believe it. I am so ready to be done. I always thought senioritis was just an excuse but no ITS REAL and believe me I have it, and I have it bad!!! Well I graduate on the 27 and then on the 4th of June I am going on my senior trip. I hope a lot of people come. I have rented 2 cabins in Kanab Utah for a week it is going to be so much fun. Well after I get home from that it is a summer full of work. I now tutor, make watches, teach swim lessons, sell gold canyon candles, and a lot more. So if anyone needs something please let me know. I am working so hard so I can pay for college. I get my apartment for $2,500 for the year and that includes utilities and I think by the end of the summer I will be very close to that but slightly short. BUT I do need to eatr, I mean come on I'm a Nicholls for heaven sakes! ;D So lets just say I'm nowhere near where I need to be. I am hoping to get a job when I get up their but I heard it is extremely hard to get jobs in the Thatcher area.
Well I was talking to dad the other night about me graduating and he just said "I'm not ready for this." I guess I didn't really think about it. I knew my mom wasn't but it didn't really accrue to me that dad wasn't. I mean yes Alex is gone his mission but when he graduated he lived here for a year whail he worked. I am here for the summer and then I'm gone. I'll be moving out. And if those who like to tease me (I still think I'm going on a mission) if I get married wail I am at school I wont be moving back home. I am growing up. Its weird. I mean I have friends who are married. I don't know if I will be one of those girls who are going to get married right away, and its not that I'm against marriage its just I have plans. I am going to go to school and get a degree in teaching, go on my mission, come back start teaching, and then I can get married and have a family. I don't know it just doesn't feel like that's whats in store for me right away. I guess it alldepends on what the Lord wants right.